My cable was out for most of the morning so I don’t have a lot of time. It’s probably a good thing. I was going to rant big time about the current “crackdown” on Charlotte messengers. Recently a girl was killed at the MS 150 ride in South Carolina. That brought cycling to the attention of the local media again. Then the usual things happen, the local cycling community grieves, says something needs to be done, some drivers complain about cyclists, and everybody wants action. Then the cops uptown are told to “watch” the messengers.
Why do I have a problem with this? I know I break the law. I know I am supposed to obey the same rules as a vehicle. Honestly sometimes it doesn’t make sense. I can wait at a red light while ten people jaywalk through it. In theory I could dismount and join them? If I need to make a left hand turn off a four lane road I am supposed to get in the left lane, signal, and leave my ass hanging in the breeze as traffic zooms by me in both directions (usually with some pretty pissed-off people letting me know how they feel about my decision to “act like a vehicle”). There are safer ways to make the left hand turn, but they are ILLEGAL.
Then we have the cycling advocates telling me I give the whole community a bad name. They think that my actions portray cycling in a bad light. “I want my rights to the road, but I don’t feel like I have to obey the rules” kinda thing. I don’t feel like I have any rights on the road. I never assume my larger companions on the streets care if I live or die. I never make a move unless I know a driver WILL NOT HAVE TO REACT. I never put myself in a place where my ILLEGAL actions put me in danger. If anything an EXPERIENCED messenger breaking a law is watching his ass closer than any other vehicle operator on the streets because he knows a dumb move will get him killed.
So I get the word that they will be cracking down on messengers who don’t stop behind the stopline. How many times in a day do I see cars all up in the crosswalk waiting at a red light? A lot. Have I ever seen one getting a ticket? Never. I watch drivers all day. I see them making illegal turns, running red lights, speeding, and a lot of them are talking on their cell phones. And I am supposed to believe that WE ARE THE PROBLEM?
I’ve had one decent accident in the last four years. It was caused by a car doing something stupid and illegal. I didn’t report it, and I paid for the damage to my bike. I avoid people doing dumb things on a daily basis. I COUNT on people to do dumb things on a daily basis. I know where dumb things happen on a daily basis. The only reason I don’t get in accidents everyday is because I pay attention and ride defensively. Most people couldn’t care less about my “rights” to the road. Almost every scary situation I face is caused by some driver doing something they shouldn’t and forcing me to react to their indifference to my “rights”.
Back to the cycling advocates: They want me to obey the law and quit giving cyclists a bad name. Tell me that you don’t roll a stop sign in a 25MPH neighborhood EVER. Tell me you never speed in your car. Tell me you always obey the law. Can you?
Yes, there are messengers doing dumb things. I used to do dumb things many years ago. Rookies come into the scene and blow the light right in the middle of uptown with cops standing on the corners and people in the crosswalk at lunchtime. Maybe I am failing by not clueing them in. Maybe it is my responsibility to let them know what they are doing. I don’t know.
Then we have cyclists who blow through the uptown who look like messengers. They have their jeans rolled up, messengers bags strapped on, and maybe even rolling on a fixie. They come right through town blowing lights and riding as they please. To a cop they are just another DAMN messenger disobeying the traffic laws. Don’t worry, they’ll take it out on us later. We appreciate that. I am stereotyping here, but sometimes the stereotype fits. It does happen, and it does affect how I make my living so it does bother me.
It’s coming on ten years since I pulled my first job out of my bag. I’ve seen this cycle repeat itself over and over. The big difference is that ten years ago there were three messengers in Charlotte. Now there are closer to fifteen of us. The uptown pool isn’t very big and when someone pisses in it we can all feel the warm currents of urine. I understand that breaking the law is just that, breaking the law. I am just not a fan of “selective harassment”. What does that mean? “Tell all your buddies we are going to be cracking down on messengers breaking the law.” I have never seen a driver get that speech. I don’t think it happens.
I wince whenever I hear a messenger has gone down. Even if he is OK there are ramifications. The messenger could be entirely in the right, BUT there is this perception that we ride dangerous and our actions are very suspect if we are invlolved in an accident. Funny, there are a lot of car-on-car accidents in the uptown everyday, but make it a car-on-messenger accident and the fingers get pointed pretty quickly in our direction. We don’t have a lot of accidents involving bike messengers when you consider how many of us are out there and how many miles we travel a day. There’s a reason. Dangerous riders don’t last. They learn how to ride or they quit/get fired/or just get weeded out through natural selection. The saying goes “There are old messenger, and there are bold messengers, but there are no old, bold messengers”.
So I guess I did have time for a rant. I hate to do this kind of thing. I’d rather be entertaining, but these thoughts overwhelm my brain whenever this topic rears its ugly head. It will never go away, and I know that. I doubt that in my lifetime things will get much better for cyclists in Charlotte. There are some folks that are working hard to make things better. We do have bike lanes popping up all over the city, but we have a long way to go before the general public will feel safe enough to use them. In the mean time I will do my best to keep my head out of my ass and take care of myself. I have a wife, a kid, and a desire to live (intact) for a few more decades. I will ride safe, smart, and illegally (at times). I will do my best to flow like water, taking the path of least resistance to my destination. I will be “the Buddha” and try not to negatively impact anybody’s day with my actions while riding a bicycle. I will keep my anger in check when I am cut-off, pinched, ignored, brushed, and generally shown no respect by my fellow man. I will ride, work, and hope that things get better tomorrow.
My condolences go out to the loved ones of Rachel Giblin, the 15 year old girl killed this weekend. My son is fourteen and this really hits home with me. My problem is I don’t see this as a “cycling issue”. It is a human issue. We need to be looking out for each other a little better when we are moving around on the surface of the earth in such a hurry. You have people’s lives in your hands, and that’s more important than the phone in your hand, whatever social event you’re late getting to, or anything else. Keep that in mind when you grab your keys and head out the door. Pay attention folks, because I don’t want to die today.
Rant over.
Late edit: I apologize if I offended anybody, but if the message hit home with you I might have made my point.